not in a good mood

Today I'm not in a good mood, although it's weekend already. I know it's not a good thing to write, but I just want to express whatever I feel so I can feel much better after that.
Some people commented that my baby boy is too skinny, and he might have some worms inside his tummy .. I hope that's not true ..
All of my 3 kids just suffered from a fever this week, yes it's been a tough week for us. Their weight might be decreasing.
I've been postponing my kids vaccination schedule because of their diseases .. Thank God 2 of 3 kids are healthy today, so our job for the next few days it too fulfill their appetite so they can compensate their weight loss.
I just registered my second child preschool. Everyday I always update my budget sheet .. and whenever I go to the market I always told myself not too buy anything apart from my plan (hate doing it :( ) .. but it's for our own good sake.
Whenever I feel bad like this I always want to do shopping, and I've been longing for fabric shopping for weeks now :( I know I already had lots of fabrics, but having many patterns is good for my creativity :)
Alhamdulillah one customer of mine ordered another dress for her child, it's using shirring method which is new for me. I just shirred the front part. I plan to make the pattern today, hopefully I can finish the dress on sunday.

Oh and also, my dearest baby boy birthday is yesterday! we didn't do anything fancy, just order a 3D cars birthday cake and my kids blowing the candle in the morning. Dek Al, bunda loves you soo much, bunda did make some prayers for you, it's not only for your birthday.. Bunda tries to do it as often as bunda could :)


Another news, I found a dress made by overseas designer quite similar like the dress I made a year ago !!
I feel so overwhelmed, *ge er maksudnya :)

source from http://zozobugbaby.bigcartel.com/product/the-magenta-love-dress



my dress :