about my things to do

Did I really fulfill my things to do? see it for yourself.
Well the bandana suits my girl better .. soo

to do list to celebrate my D day

- caramel blend -> checked
- make top for me -> checked
- and a bandana for me -> checked
- massage -> checked
- make mini pies for my sis' 4 bulanan -> checked

my scrapping mood is back again !!

Hello people, guess what .. my scrapping mood is back again !!! I'm soo happy.
How did it happen? when I was putting my layout into my new store (check it out : http://lolalolybugsy.multiply.com/photos/album/5/graphic_designs), I just realized that I've done something sweet back then .. treasuring my children moments into scrap pages .. I love seeing them and it reminds me that I used to be that creative .. and can be that skillful using photoshop .. Before that I also scrapped al's banner for his blogspot ... So there you go .. enough reasons to bring my mood back again ..
The problem now is : do I have enough time to scrap ? my work load at the office is quite high, and I haven't spent much time in my new hobby .. and time for pump, time for playing with the kids ..
Oh well .. we'll see lah :)
This is al's banner :

feeling blue

Because my dear uncle passed away last week, and I just found out that a good neighbor of mine also passed away today. They both are good people and their death happened so sudden without any sickness / health matters.
Ya Allah, semua keduanya diampuni dosanya, dilapangkan kuburnya, dijauhkan dari siksa kubur maupun siksa neraka dan ditempatkan di syurgaMu .. amin ..
To Om Adri and Pak Eddy, we're going to miss you ..

about asi

is it getting lesser and lesser .. ? nooo it's just getting longer and longer for me to pump it .. that's all
*denial mode

Dear God, please, kindly allow me to be able to fullfill my baby's appetite with my rich breast milk until 6 months at least .. Amiin

donat kentang .. again

Udah bikin donat kentang untuk kesekian kalinya .. tp hasilnya masih aja kurang ok menurutku .. should I give up ? never !!!
Donat kentang yg semalam pake tepung kentang yang aku beli di puspita .. pake resep dari tepung itu jg .. hasilnya agak keras diluarnya.. terus nyerep minyak banget .. tp kt suami sama mbakku mayan enak .. thx God .. yah gak sia2 deh tidur jam 1/2 2 malem .. meskipun hasilnya masih kurang ok (dibandingin sama Jco, ya iyalahhh).

kalau disuruh memilih

ada yang punya banyak perhiasan bertatahkan berlian, tapi suaminya udah tua .. dan kawin lagi
ada yang gonta ganti mobil mewah, tapi sampe sekarang belum bisa punya anak
ada yang gak kerja karena uang belanja udah cukup, tapi hidupnya membosankan .. bingung mo ngapain lagi karena segalanya udah ada
ada yang dikasih rumah warisan ortu (jd gak perlu pusing nyari rumah and menyicilnya) .. tapi ortunya udah gak ada, gak ada yang disambangin pas lebaran nanti ..

kalau disuruh memilih, aku lebih memilih keadaanku sekarang ..
be grateful of what you have ..